The Promise in the Backpack
Jack sat on the edge of his bed staring at his backpack. Tomorrow was the first day at his new school, and his stomach felt like it was full of jumpy grasshoppers. He tugged on the zipper, closed it, then tugged it again. His thoughts were loud and messy.
“What if the kids don’t like me? What if I get lost? What if I forget my homework? What if there’s a pop quiz on… on… volcanoes?” Jack muttered. He had no idea why he picked volcanoes, but the fear felt real.
Amelia peeked into the room and leaned against the doorframe. “Are you talking to your backpack again?” she asked with a smirk.
Jack flopped backward on the bed. “I just know tomorrow is going to be terrible.”
Amelia walked over and sat beside him. “You don’t actually know that. You’re just having a lot of scary thoughts. They’re loud because you believe them.”
Jack sighed and stared at the ceiling. “They feel real. Like they already happened.”
“Feelings always follow thoughts,” Amelia said. “If you’re thinking scary things, you feel scared. But that doesn’t mean those thoughts are true.”
Jack didn’t answer. He wasn’t sure what he believed. He rolled onto his side and hugged his pillow, trying to ignore the noise inside his mind.
That night he fell asleep imagining volcano quizzes, kids laughing at him, and losing his lunch money to a squirrel.
But the next morning something strange happened.
Jack woke up, blinked, and felt… quiet. Like the noisy thoughts had wandered off during the night. The worry wasn’t gone, but it wasn’t yelling anymore.
He got dressed, grabbed his backpack, and climbed into the car. As they drove, sunlight peeked through the trees and he felt something calm inside. He didn’t know what it was, but it felt wise, like a soft voice saying, “You’re okay.”
When he walked into the school, the hallways buzzed with chatter. His heart sped up. The grasshoppers were back.
Then he heard a cheerful voice. “Hey! You’re new, right?”
A girl with curly hair waved at him. “I’m Harper. Want me to show you where the homeroom is?”
Jack nodded quickly, relieved.
Harper talked the whole walk, telling him about the school mascot, the cafeteria cookies, and the “legendary” fifth grade science fair volcano that once set off the smoke detector.
Jack laughed. A real laugh. The first one in days.
All day long little gifts kept appearing. A boy named Eli asked him to sit at lunch. His teacher said she loved the neat handwriting on his worksheets. Harper showed him where the best playground shade was.
On the ride home Jack stared out the window, realizing something important. He had spent the whole week imagining terrible things, yet none of them had happened. Something wiser had been guiding him all along. Something that knew the plans for his day even when he didn’t.
He felt warm inside. Safe. Like he wasn’t doing life alone.
That night he sat on the edge of his bed smiling at his backpack.
“Today was a good day,” he whispered.
And this time, the quiet voice inside agreed.
Three Principles in Action
1. Mind
Jack felt a gentle wisdom settle in when his loud thoughts quieted. That calm steady feeling inside was the deeper guidance of Mind, leading him toward peace even when he didn’t know the plan.
2. Consciousness
Consciousness made his imagination feel real. The worries felt huge because Consciousness brought them alive. Later in the day, when he felt warmth and hope, Consciousness made those real too. It is what allowed him to experience the world from the inside out.
3. Thought
Jack’s scary feelings came from the scary thoughts he believed. When his thoughts shifted, even a little, his whole experience changed. His day didn’t improve because the world changed, but because his thinking did. Thought was creating the experience the entire time.
Bible Verse
Jeremiah 29:11 (NIV)
“For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.”
Reflection
Jack discovered that even when his thoughts were noisy and scary, a deeper wisdom was still guiding his steps. In quiet moments, he could feel the truth of Jeremiah 29:11. Life wasn’t happening against him. Something loving was already ahead of him, shaping the way. And just like Jack, we can trust the gentle wisdom inside. It always knows the way, even when we don’t.